as for Ramadan and the breakfast, I've came to the conclusion that i'm an idealist. like Aaron sorkin's characters i stick with the stuff i used to be all about-person/community/family, no matter how liberal, secular or pragmatic i am, it's not about that. it's really about the ideals, about doing what i used to do and be, about not losing myself for a bit. about the sticking. i don't runaway, i stick.